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All Deviations
All Deviations
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Life in general.....

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 26, 2008, 6:54 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: The tv
  • Reading: Dean Koontz..... Odd Hours
  • Watching: this screen
  • Playing: mind games
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Ok Peoples.....

I want to start off by thanking everyone that has visited my pictures lately. I have been off of here for some time now.... doing the "real job" thing and have had no time for anything else. I haven't taken any pictures of anything for some time now and am really sad about it. I am in the middle of moving into a bigger and better house.... with views to die for.... and i will finally have "real" internet. I have been running off of my cell phone and air card for my laptop for over a year now. It's really kind of sucked. It gives me no connection at all!!!!! Even if I had photos to load onto here it would take a year and a day to get them on here!!!

I am hoping to be back on here within the next 30 days or so.....
Again.... thank you to all of you that have hung in there with me!!!

Derek Again....

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 23, 2008, 10:52 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: my sister and my kid argue
  • Reading: hopefully what i type
  • Watching: nothing at all
  • Playing: the ever faithful patient wife
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Life goes on whether you like it or not...... you can either follow it or you can chase it. I think I will chase it.

Well it seems that Derek is actually getting credit for the time he has already served in another jail..... and he is coming home July 2nd.

Thank goodness... because since the kids have been out of school it has been rough going finding babysitters. Not to mention my oldest broke her arm the first day of her summer vacation!!!!

Sooooooo, hopefully after he gets home I can get back to doing what I love and find something to photograph.... and sooooooon.... after I get all of the dust off of my camera!!!!

I am just me being me, no more, no less, no second guess.

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Fri May 30, 2008, 6:16 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: grrr, my kids watching High School Musical
  • Reading: hopefully what i type
  • Watching: nothing at all
  • Playing: the newly employed
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: ice water
Life goes on whether you like it or not...... you can either follow it or you can chase it. I think I will chase it.

Derek is gone til December..... great huh?

I am just me being me, no more, no less, no second guess.

Back To Work...

Journal Entry: Tue Apr 29, 2008, 3:35 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: grrr, my kids watching High School Musical
  • Reading: hopefully what i type
  • Watching: nothing at all
  • Playing: the newly employed
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: ice water
Life goes on whether you like it or not...... you can either follow it or you can chase it. I think I will chase it.

Wow it has been a little while since I have been on here. Life is flying by at the moment. I have been spending alot of time trying to find a "real" job. And finally one has come my way. It isn't much... I will be a cashier at Windham Walmart. I have worked for Walmart before. It is a pretty great place to work actually. I am looking forward to it. But at the same time I am a little nervous. I haven't had a "real" job in almost 6 1/2 years. After I had my second daughter my husband and I decided that I would stay home to save on child care costs. Buuuuut, my youngest started kindergarten this past September, and with my husband still in jail it was waaaaay past time for me to get back into the work game. I have been filling out applications all over the place for a few months now... and finally got a call back last week. Did my interview, drug test, and background test..... and got called this afternoon to start tomorrow morning at 9am.

I still have no idea as to when my husband will be coming home.... he goes to court one last time on May 27th.... I am hoping and praying that he will be home right away though. My girls and I miss him greatly.

Hope all of you have been well.... and I am hoping to be putting my camera to use shortly.... NOW THAT THERE IS ACTUAL GRASS AND NO MORE SNOW!!!

Oh, and one last thought before I go::::: CONGRATS ON GRADUATING SCOTT!!!

I am just me being me, no more, no less, no second guess.

Getting Older....

Journal Entry: Thu Mar 27, 2008, 6:28 PM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: the sound of my beautiful children sleep
  • Reading: hopefully what i type
  • Watching: LOST
  • Playing: the ever faithful, patient wife
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: ice water
Life goes on whether you like it or not...... you can either follow it or you can chase it. I think I will chase it.

Well.... as of about 13 minutes ago I offically turned 30.
That number to me has always meant getting old. That 30 was some how the start to the end. But you know what... I don't feel any different today than i did yesterday, or the day before that. So maybe this turning 30 thing isn't really that bad after all. I wouldn't want to go back to being half my age. Mind you I did have alot of fun back then. I don't think I would even go back to being 20. Everyone has things that they would change if they could... and everyone has things they wish they had never done, and everyone has a favorite time in their lives. i am hoping that this age, that this time will be that favorite time and favorite age for me.

So.... Happy Birthday to me!!!

I am just me being me, no more, no less, no second guess.