Well.... my last journal I decided to delete, someone that I thought was awesome and amazing, turned out not to be. But hey... we all live and learn.

As for me.... I have decided to move on with my life. To get a fresh start. I have decided to move.... I am curently looking for a new place for my kids and I to live. I have also decided not to inform my estranged husband where we will be. I have no idea how long he is in jail for this time.... But I have a friend whose husband is in the same place and he has heard that my husband could be facing 3 years. 3 years.... that's a really long time. My kids will be 13 and 10 by then. I took them to visit him when he was in jail in NY, but this time.... I am kind of against it. Last time it caused them heartache, and I am not willing to do that again. Besides, he hasn't written to them but once in over 2 months..... Some father he is being huh?? I mean he can be mad at me all he wants for telling him that I don't want to keep this marriage going, but you just don't take it out on the kids!!

Summer for the kids is fast approaching.... and I am actually looking forward to being able to spend time with them.... take them on trips around maine, and just plan and simply hang out for a change!!!